"Dandelions"
I remember saying Hi
curious and nervous if you'll reply
you sure did
and said hey with a smile
exchanging replies
everything went so quick
"then its set"
"Okay, I'll see you next week"
Met you earlier than expected
25 mins I waited
chilly
but a day til now I don't regret
Looking for each other
finally there you were
In a gray tee with your big ass brolly
but yeah, you were late
couldn't hide my smile
I said "Hi"
and oohh you smiled back
could you do it one more time?
The night came and you were still with me
still shy, but thats how some are first right?
Im sure it wasn't butterflies, dandelions I guess?
but what I felt then didn't matter much to me
Days and weeks passed, almost everyday
I enjoyed our small innocent talks
got to know your friends,
and met you more often than I should
I always anticipated to see you
when you ask me to wrap my arms to yours it was nice
and when you ask me to hold your hand were the best
I truly felt safe and genuinely happy with you
But somewhere in the middle
something happened and this wasn't on the plan
to me It didn't feel right or the same
slowly, I don't know how, the dandelions flew away
This time your smile seemed different to me
a smile that im scared of and always dreading to see
why do you ask?
I didn't know either, guess I was scared I'd fall in deeply
sure enough I did and told you how I felt
I thought then it was a bad idea
because you didn't felt the same
and that smile of yours, I blame
Looking back Im still glad it happened
walking into each others lives
I believe it was meant to be
you and I wasn't but knowing each other will always be
Dandelions flew but they were never gone
Im sure it wasn't love but infatuation
you remind me of them
soft, gentle and a good companion
But I guess its time to leave
with the same sweet smile that I first wore
but don't worry
I'll leave the dandelions for you to treasure
Cris
